Sunday, June 1, 2014

Today was a great day at church it was fast and testimony mtg, and then in sunday school they talked about the restoration of the church, I have lately been feeling such a great fulness to my heavenly father and the power of prayer, it is so completely evident that he knows each and every one of us individually and that he loves us, he knows our trials, our wants our desires, our struggles, and he is ever present during this time. with my pregnancy i have had such a whirl wind of emotions, of being scared, excited, nervous about money etc, etc. ... with all this going on. I know that it is the right time, and through all this craziness I feel  at peace that this child is what Heavenly Father wants for our family.. As crazy as that sounds!!!  and that this is the right time for this child to come into our lives, and that everything is going to be just fine.. yes we will struggle and it won't always be o.k.  but that Heavenly Father is there for us in time of need and all we have to do is ask, and pray and remember that he is always there for us! and with this I feel at peace. I know that I've always been really stressed out about each kids but with this one I feel  the most at peace.. even though we sold all of our baby stuff(except) the clothes and don't really know where we are going to put this little one, because I still sleep with both kids most nights.. but I do know that everything is going to be just fine! and in that I find peace. and I'm thankful. I just get excited for time to tick by, because it's going to go soooooooo slow with this pregnancy I have a feeling, but at the same time it will go really fast.. just like they say the days go by slow but the months fast... so right now it's slow going and Im just excited  for my first appt on June 13th, I also have an ultra sound that day so I"m really excited to see the little peanut! :) so until then that's all I have it was a great Sunday and I felt really uplifted.

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