This week has been  a hectic one. Meeka had her Kindergarten graduation on Wednesday, it was just a short little ceremony in her class with her teacher and parents, and then fruit snacks and juice boxes afterwards. She has a great teacher, and some great people that work with her! Unfortunately Niko has been sick this whole week, it started last Tuesday with a fever, for 2 days than it went away and came back on Sunday, stayed we went in on Monday, they said just to watch it and if symptoms got worse or still had a fever to go in on Wed, well Wed came along and he started coughing hard, and still had his fever, so back we were to the Dr, another Dr checked him out, said it was still viral... ugh I seriously hate having sick kids, I feel absolutely helpless, then Wed night came a long and as I was putting Meeka to bed sure enough she felt hot, took her temp 102... ughhhhh.... So here we are 2 sick kids.  On the plus side I now know that it is viral and not pneumonia  with Niko...
     Good side of things tomorrow is my first OB appt and I couldn't be more excited, I get to have an ultra sound at 1pm and then meet with the nurse at 2pm. I can't wait to make sure everything is just going o.k. with little peanut. I've been really nervous this time around because of my previous mis-carriage.. but also so excited I want to scream to the world.. nausea has kicked in along with sleeplessness (with sick kids it hasn't helped) and the cravings..OH the cravings... today it's been hummus bread with meat and cheese and basil, along with cheesecake and then I want spinach dip with hawaiian sweet bread and a seafood salad with crackers from cub.. and I can't go anywhere because both kids have  a fever and seriously I"m just going crazy from food!!!! and it' shorrible because this time around I can only eat small amounts, usually it kicks in later on in my pregnancy that I can only eat small amounts and  being bloated, but no not this one, right off the bat.. ugh so frustrating, the only thing that helps is sparkling water.. so we have to get that and I drink about 2 a day to help with the bloating. luckily heartburn hasn't kicked in too bad yet keep my fingers crossed that it won't!!!  I love my spicy food too much!!!  I had Nixon go and get pupusas the other day, like I said the cravings are seriously in FULL SWING already and I don't foresee them going anywhere anytime soon... at least it hasn't been anything that is too bad for me :) like a pan of brownies.. I got that with Niko.. seriously so yummy! but  I still have about 32 weeks to go.. ugh just to think about it. I'm only 7 weeks along not even through with first trimester yet. I've only told my mom and Maryann. waiting to tell everyone else until I'm further along and also I really want the reassurance of the ultra sound tomorrow. I"m just so nervous. Well thats it for today I gotta cal Nixon to ensure that he stops at the grocery store for me!