it's been awhile, but here I am again.. yesterday was Nixon's birthday, this tuesday we are going out for dinner and a movie, Reva is watching our kids, it's been since December since we've been out together. hopefully Nixon will be in a good mood!! Yesterday we had  a ton of rain.. lucky we didn't flood! Nixon cleaned out our gutters on thursday, friday so we were in the clear. Sat our van broke down and cost us $700 in repairs... ouch!!! so that's why it was a gloomy birthday weekend for Nixon. we were lucky thought that it was nothing to do with the engine, or inside the motor, so it could have been a lot worse. well that is it for now, we are once again on the baby-making train.. I honestly do think that something is up with my body though.. I had cramping once again around the time that I should be ovulating, and then cramping again, around the time that I would have conceived, if it worked, just like in April when I mis-carried... and then a little bit sore.. so I'm really hoping that everything is healthy and o.k. with me.. I'm beginning to get worried and a little scared. I know that if it is the Lord's will that I will become pregnant I just hope and pray that everything is healthy and o.k. That's it for now, hopefully it won't be  a full month before I post again. :)